Hhmm..

Zerk just got off work a little bit ago and got on. I'm currently talking to him. He kept asking me these weird questions like, 'what's your fave colors', 'what's your fave animal', 'what's your fave insect', and 'what's your fave scenary'?

I was like... "You're so weird.." Then Kristen told me that he's only trying to figure out what to get me for Christmas, but I don't want him to get me anything. Him being there is all I need.

I want to get him something though. I just don't know what. Kristen and I are going to get him a gag gift. I won't tell what...well, I'll tell you after he sees it. Just in case.

What do you get a guy? I know his favorite color is blue. He told me that in, like, May or something. I still remember.

I'm asking him right now, but he's being slow and hasn't answered me yet. Do you guys have any ideas? I am in desparate need for an idea! Our Christmas party is on the 22nd...I think.

We have to have it early because that's when he's going to be in town. Oh well, I'll still get to spend time with him before I go to Memphis. That's all I care about. And I can't wait to hang out with Kristen and Matt.

Carl used to be in our group. Our group was: Carl, Kristen, Matt, and me. Now it's going to be Zerk, Kristen, Matt, and me. And Carl if he wants, but I doubt he'll show up. So, this shall be interesting. I can't wait to find out how interesting though.

I always have troubles getting gifts for people. You never know what they might like. I have to get one for Kristen, one for Matt, one for Zerk, one for Carl, and one for (let's take a second to make up a name...hhmm...oh! I got it!) Alex.

*Sigh* And I don't even have that much money. Like, at all.

I barely have a quarter, let alone enough money to buy all these people things. But oh well, I'll figure it out. I always have. *sigh*

He answered my question though, finally. But, all he said is that he's not picky. That he'd take four pennies. There is no way that I'm going to give him only four pennies!

I am not that mean! Haha. Anyways, I don't know what to get him and it's driving me insane!!

Please, I really need ideas. Kristen and I are trying to come up with some things, but it's difficult.

And now, Kristen made me remember some bad memories about Katie. Memories that got me confessing about when I almost killed myself. It wasn't because of her, but I did. I tried to three times.

Anyways, Zerk has been trying to get over her. I said something that I think sounded mean to him about it. I really didn't mean to. And now I feel really guily about it.

I don't want him to be mad at me. I really really don't. Ugh. I'm going to get off of here so that I can concentrate on him for now. Bye guys. Remember to comment your ideas.