*sigh* Work

Zerk's been at work since ten o'clock this morning. Even though he didn't get off until around two-thirty this morning, he still managed to get up and get to work. Well, I assume he did. I haven't heard from him since he signed out.

But I imagine he's fine. He should've gotten around seven hours of sleep. So he should be perfectly fine. He works at a grocery store as Assistant Manager. And he also works at the local PD part-time. So he worked at the store from ten until six, and then at the PD from six until six in the morning tomorrow.

Tomorrow, he'll come home, sleep from seven a.m. until two in the after noon, get up, and get ready for work again. Then he works from three until eleven tomorrow afternoon. So, basically, he won't have time to get on or text me until tomorrow night at around eleven. And even then, I won't be staying on that long because I'll have school the next day.

It just sucks that he has to work so much. Especially since he lives about two and a half hours away or so, but he told me that he's going to try to get a job here. So, I hope that he does. I really do.

I was also thinking early, I wonder what he'd think if he found this blog. I mean, he'd know who I was talking about, since the details I use are so...realistic.

I just wonder what he'd think of me for saying stuff like this. I don't even think he knows about how much I like him. I think that's for the best though, you know? I don't know. My friend Kristen thinks he'd make a perfect boyfriend for me. We're so much alike.

But my friend (whom we will call......Carl) thinks that it wouldn't work out because we're too close of friends. And maybe he's right, but I don't know. It'd like to have the chance to find out for myself, instead of always having to wonder..hhmm..I wonder how things could be different if Zeak and I had dated. Would things be different? Would they be the same? Would I be happy? Would it last? Things like that.

Always that 'Would it?'s and 'What if?'s.

But oh well, if he likes me, I hope he'll tell me soon. I really really do. Maybe we could have a chance at something...you know? I don't know..There's always the slight possibility though, I guess.